Stop being an attention whore and realize that I don’t hate you before I actually do start hating you.
Am I really a skank?
Am I an attention-seeking whore?
Do I really deserve Liam?
Do I deserve all of this shit?
It’s coming one after another, like bullets penetrating through thin air.
But this time, I’ll be bulletproof.
Second day in Paris- not to mention my last. I’m going to miss this room, so luxurious. Anyways, I did not get to go to dinner with Liam, but he promised me that we would go to the Eiffel Tower after dinner! So excited!
So, today, I went out again, to go sightseeing and a little bit of shopping. Don’t worry- I have enough Euros to pay for if anything goes wrong tonight. I don’t really mind paying. Anyways, Louis has seemed to disappear, and Niall still isn’t here. I found Zayn. He’s dating the sultry and sexy Amber Heard. I haven’t heard about any gossip today.
And, as for my love life, I’m still single. Although, that could change tonight, you know, in the city of love. I’m not going to be a fourteen-year-old girl and say ‘OMG he is so going to ask me out tonight!’. But I do have a little pride, hope, and dignity, and a girl can only hope!
Anyways, I had the weirdest encounter today. It’s sundown and I’m walking past a tiny cafè, and a small band starts singing ‘Bella Notte’. You know, the one from ‘Lady and the Tramp’? For a second, I was swooning, and from natural girl instincts, I turned around and looked for Liam. But then, I realized that a young couple was sitting next to the band, staring into each other’s eyes lovingly over two glasses of wine. I sighed and stared adorably at them, but quickly rushed away. I thought the moment was absolutely adorable, but also awkward on my part.
Wish me luck tonight.
Well, upon arriving in Hollywood, I learned that everyone’s in Paris. So, I flew here, and I’m staying in a room at Hôtel Ritz Paris. It’s quite nice and comfortable here.
Today, I went around town, for it had been a while since I last was in Paris. I met a couple of others, such as Chachi, I call her Cha. I also met Vanessa Hudgens, Naya Rivera, Joe Jonas, and Nathan Sykes. I was also reunited with the lads. ‘Lads’, as in Louis, Harry (Hazza), and Liam. I haven’t seen Zayn or Niall around. Anyways, to catch you up, dear diary, here’s a list: